Today is starting off pretty beautifully. It’s sunny (although freezing out), my family is cozy and together and I am thinking about my garden. All-in-all can’t be too bad.
I am in a place of growth/change and mainly expansion.
From what I hear, it’s not just me.How awesome is that? To think all the people that are growing, expanding and filling the space they were meant to fill.
Finally being themselves, sharing their unique gifts with the world and lighting things up.
That is freakin’ terrifying now that I write it down!
Holy crap it sounds so big, huge and just, well, OUT THERE! As in, people are really going to see what I am doing.
No longer able to hide in the shadows scribbling in notebooks, singing in the car or painting in my little cubby.
Nope, it’s put up or shut up and time and I need to get my shit visible.
Hmm….yea I don’t know how I feel about that.
On one hand it’s so amazing to feel so connected to a dream.
To feel that for the first time that I am so connected with my current path that I can run, skip or walk it blind-folded, trusting only my own intuition. It’s rhythmic, beautiful and all encompassing.
On the other hand, I have that little voice in my head.
The one that remembers our past experiences.
Knows how people can be.
The part that is scared, wounded and sensible.
I used to try and ignore her. Let her sit in her corner and whine.
That didn’t work.
She doesn’t like being ignored.
Instead, I found some amazing tools, some amazing people to walk me through the journey and how I can work with that voice.
It doesn’t make it all ok, it just makes it all do-able.It allows the light to shine again, more brightly and more amazing than before.
I would love to tell you I am consciously aware of what the next step is.
I really have no idea.
What I do know is I am loving the ride, enjoying the journey.
And ready to be seen.
Have a beautiful day.
Until next time…
Michele aka The Dreaming Dilettante